With the advance technology today, I shall make it a habit of blogging as frequent than before. Hopely after I gets an iPhone and will download tumblr app for sure. Life had been so far so good, minusing the cons in life that you’ll meet definitely. My dearest sister is diagnosed with diabetic. Owells definitely shocked the hell out of mom, bro and me. All of us had try to be supportive to sis. She plays a very important character in my family with her clever mindset of solving problems and also giving birth to an adorable baby. (: Just really hoping that she will gets well soon!
Sometimes I really don’t know how people think any longer… ): Just praying very hard for the better…
And to my dearest bf, thanks for standing by me always, loving me, care for me and supporting me in many ways. Wonder how life would be without you…
Finally after so soo sooo soooo long i FINALLY BLOG!
Owells it had been over and over repeating and repeating the same routine of my life. And yes, meaning just purely working, dating with my bf, sleeping, meeting out best buddies. Though it seems boring but well with all these routines it kept me busy, accompanied, and laughter. And of course! Anger; Sadness are nonetheless.
Start off with negatives first!
It just seems to me that closer friends in my working place had seems to be getting further and further from me. Just thinking like the gap seems to be getting bigger. Maybe surrounding people tried to step one step in? Or maybe gettin’ tired of me? Or maybe characteristics don’t click? Or maybe shifts differences? Or maybe it’s just purely me? Too many “Or” for me to guess. I think i’ll just leave it as it is… Hoping things will turn better… And i know this gotta be someone to make the initiatives first. If not it gonna be stagnant or going to get sink deeper.
I mean I’m not here to complain or anything. Just that this sorrows in my heart I just feel like letting out… It had been like past 1 month and it seems like they didn’t seems to make the effort to see or do or try to have a birthday dinner with me. Well last year B was quite unhappy what we did for her and in the end we planned a surprise for her… But yet for me? It seems like difference case. (╥_╥)
It’s just somethings that I can’t do it on my own, it takes both hands to clap. Maybe I’m being spoiled and complaining too much. Hmmm… What can I do? Everybody just wish things to get better…
NEXT! It had been laughter, purely laughter when spending time with NPCC / 2HLSquared. HAHA! Previously had BKK trip with is one of the MOST MOST MEMORABLE ONE! We girls are planning another one next year! (=
Can’t wait!! (◡‿◡✿)
Working life had been so so so far. Had to be meticulously while working.
And upcoming for me will be Nicole’s 21st birthday this coming Saturday! (∩▂∩)
We’re planning a bonding camp too in Oct! It’s in progress! (≧◡≦)
Filled of activities this year! (≧◡≦)
After reblogging quite a few of happy posts why am I still feeling so low ?
Recently I just feel so mood-less towards work.. Being with workscope or colleagues. It just seems to me like I’m the odd one out. Just like having more and more distance being with them. Getting lesser on communication. I’m feeling so upset. Maybe I’m just not good with handling too many friends. Having this bunch of friends and will not be able to cope with the other. I guess many things I’m left out, no longer I’m someone that they’ll share their stuffs to…… ):
batam trip yesterday was certainly enjoyful ! I mean for the part for massage and my pedicure session. it was so luxury kind of life ! (:
and adding on baby waited at the arrival terminal waited for like 2 hours plus! (:
adding on to happiness my Bangkok trip is confirmed ! Ling, Nic and Baby gonna accompany me to Bangkok!!